Monday, March 04, 2013

#14: Together Seven Years Apart


Memoir - Week 14

In the short time I knew Erin my opinion had always been that she well knew her own heart. So, the day when she said those words to me I accepted their full force and the conviction with which she had uttered them.  I was sitting on a stool in my living room, only days after Erin’s return home.

“I love you, Julian”.

Still, by the time I had processed the gravity of her words – merely a split second – much had flashed through my mind. Past relationships with girls. The direction I thought my life had been heading prior to meeting Erin and the month in Australia I had just experienced with her.

It was a surprise, and those few words caused in me a whole of body experience, ending with elation and the recognition of knowing I felt the same about Erin.

“Erin, I love you!” I spilt these words into the mouthpiece without knowing I had done so; simultaneously had spoken them with the utmost purpose and awareness. This seemed like a relationship gaining momentum that I had for once not fallen into by some error, caprice or default. 

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